So I am back at school on Wednesday, and I'm not too excited about it. I mean yes, school can be fun sometimes, and school can be boring, but most of the time your just stuck for six hours with a bunch of people you don't really like. I'm going into Year 9, and I have no idea how it is going to turn out. I guess I am hoping for the best.
I have to admit, I can be a bit of a confusing person to understand sometimes, so this might be my fault, but sometimes at school I feel a bit lonely. I have friends, it's just I don't have a best friend or someone who knows everything about me. I have had best friends, but this past year at school was meant to be when people find their true friends, and I seem to have lost some. Okay, maybe I am over exaggerating when I say that I have lost friends, it's more like grown apart from them and I didn't and still haven't really known how to feel about it.
When I first came to secondary school, I had a best friend, but we had a fight and we didn't really talk for about 3 months. Over the summer I had talked to a girl in my form a lot and we became really good friends, and she became my new best friend. The girl I had a fight with, we were okay now, but she had also found a new best friend. I did miss her though we did talk and were actually still good friends. But soon I started growing apart from my current best friend, and she found new friends, and I was left alone. Everyone started finding their friend groups and their best friends and I never really did. I was kind of floating around the groups, talking to everyone in my form. I was friends with most people, but I never really felt like I belonged anywhere. Everyone has someone to be partners with in class, and I felt like I may have been a second choice to my friends.
But at the beginning of Year 8, I had met a girl in one of the other forms who I sat next to in Science and French. She was really nice and it turned out we had a lot in common, almost everything. The trouble is I have no idea if I'm going to be in any of her lessons this year. I'm not doing French this year, and I wont be in her Science class, so I have no idea if I will get to talk to her, and I'm worried that we will drift apart because she has other friends too.
I'm not saying that I want someone to myself that is only and always friends with me, I'm just saying that I want someone who will understand me without me having to explain, that likes the same stuff that is my best friend, and just my best friend.
I'm not lonely, I mean I do have friends and I'm friends with everyone, I just want a best friend.
See you next time.
Maia x
I have to admit, I can be a bit of a confusing person to understand sometimes, so this might be my fault, but sometimes at school I feel a bit lonely. I have friends, it's just I don't have a best friend or someone who knows everything about me. I have had best friends, but this past year at school was meant to be when people find their true friends, and I seem to have lost some. Okay, maybe I am over exaggerating when I say that I have lost friends, it's more like grown apart from them and I didn't and still haven't really known how to feel about it.
When I first came to secondary school, I had a best friend, but we had a fight and we didn't really talk for about 3 months. Over the summer I had talked to a girl in my form a lot and we became really good friends, and she became my new best friend. The girl I had a fight with, we were okay now, but she had also found a new best friend. I did miss her though we did talk and were actually still good friends. But soon I started growing apart from my current best friend, and she found new friends, and I was left alone. Everyone started finding their friend groups and their best friends and I never really did. I was kind of floating around the groups, talking to everyone in my form. I was friends with most people, but I never really felt like I belonged anywhere. Everyone has someone to be partners with in class, and I felt like I may have been a second choice to my friends.
But at the beginning of Year 8, I had met a girl in one of the other forms who I sat next to in Science and French. She was really nice and it turned out we had a lot in common, almost everything. The trouble is I have no idea if I'm going to be in any of her lessons this year. I'm not doing French this year, and I wont be in her Science class, so I have no idea if I will get to talk to her, and I'm worried that we will drift apart because she has other friends too.
I'm not saying that I want someone to myself that is only and always friends with me, I'm just saying that I want someone who will understand me without me having to explain, that likes the same stuff that is my best friend, and just my best friend.
I'm not lonely, I mean I do have friends and I'm friends with everyone, I just want a best friend.
See you next time.
Maia x
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